Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Blessing and Comfort

Coming to Morningstar School of Ministry has had the most profound impact for Karen and I in many ways. One thing I have personally gained is an understanding of my particular giftings, and the destiny that God has on my life. I know I have a calling in the business arena and I see God working to develop and train me to that end.

When focused on 1 goal it is easy to lose site of the total picture of what God intends for our lives to look like. I've been guilty of daydreaming of future days where business is good, finances are abundant and life's cares go far away. I realize now that I have spent more time than I care to admit looking for some comfortable future instead of living in the moment that God has ordained for me. It's certainly not bad to think about the future and to realize that God has great things in store for us. But there is a tendancy in American Christians to think about a life of blessing as being one in which trials have gone away and every material object of our desire has come to us.

In fact, what we are often doing is confusing "comfort" and "blessing". Human nature is to seek comfort, but to be blessed is a divine proposition. It may cross over the earthly dimensions, but there is no guarantee that it always will in every circumstance. Take for instance Matthew 5:11 -

" 11"Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of me. 12Rejoice and be glad, because great is your reward in heaven, for in the same way they persecuted the prophets who were before you."


Wow! What a blessing. Doesn't seem like much to look forward to, does it? Let's see, we have insults, persecution, and false accusations. Oh, and there seems to be a history of this going back to everyone who has spoken on God's behalf. So it doesn't look like Jesus is expecting laws to be passed any time soon to pretect us from these unpleasant things. And yet, if you look at the same passage in the Amplified version, here is what that infamous word "blessed" means:



(happy, to be envied, and spiritually prosperous--with life-joy and satisfaction in God's favor and salvation, regardless of your outward conditions)

Reading passages like this challenge my understanding of the true nature of blessing. For me, these thoughts come on the heels of 2 significant world events. Obviously, 1 is the financial meltdown that us currently happening in the USA. While this is truly a difficult problem for our country to face, I do believe it is a time for Christians who know the voice of God to experience greater levels of peace and provision than they have ever known. I won't belabor this point, as I have written this morning for the 2nd event, which is the outbreak of pursecution for the Christians in India.

We have a few friends who are native missionaries to their own people in India who have reported some of the trials they have had to endure. When I woke up this morning, it was to a cup of coffee, a happy family, and 2 pop tarts. When some of our brothers and sisters in Christ woke up in India this past morning, it was to angry mobs with machetes and kerosene. Many have been tortured, killed, and their possessions laid waste by militant religious groups.

As I see these things taking place around me, and know that some people that we love and care about might possibly die in this rampage, I am sober about my desire for prosperity in any traditional sense. I realized I can't really die well unless I can live well. I am provoked by a recent email from one of the missionaries:

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Dear partners in the Kingdom work
This is the  hour we beg you to pray for us and our nation. Claim India as a Christian nation...Thank you very much for standing with us in changing the nation one village at a time. In these last days let us use every opportunity to proclaim the love of Christ. Let us invest time and  money whatever we can. I am challenged by the circumstances. Pressing forward to reach my goal... .

Regards 

Lata and Abraham
for perishing souls
our new web page
http://www.fwsindia.org/

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May we run our race well...

The Magic Button

For about 2 years Karen and I have been blogging between 2 different sites that we started. For the kids it was "Arrow in the Hand" and for our move up to the Carolinas, it has been www.hawkinsadventure.org. I decided it is too difficult to maintain both and decided to bring all of our old blogs from Arrow in the Hand over to this site. You will notice that I have removed the link for Arrow in the Hand. In its place you will find a Category link to all the archived blog posts including any comments.

To think, I've been putting this off for 2 years because I wasn't sure how hard it would be. Maybe it was just the right time, but I couldn't help but laugh when I synced up the 2 accounts for import and a button appeared labeled "The Magic Button"...see for yourself:

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 I was pretty scared to click it. I mean, wow, magic! To an engineer that means NO CONTROL !@@! I'm sure there's some deep spiritual lesson wrapped up in my happenings early this morning. Anyway, I clicked the button, tagged the posts, and viola...done.

I hope you have fun browsing. There aren't too many posts, but just importing them was a major blast from the past. I can't believe Sammy is 3 now!?

Love,

Ashley

Monday, October 20, 2008

Entering into His rest

I am reading in Philippians and Hebrews. Just flipped to Hebrews this morning and still wondering who wrote it, although people think it's Paul. Hey, why not? :) These are just a few musings from the end of chapter 3 to 4.

Entering into Rest:
1) People were not able to enter His rest because of their sinful, unbelieving and disobedient hearts that turned away from God (3:12, 4:6).
2) Even though people heard the message of God, they still were not able to enter His rest because they did not combine it with faith (4:2).
3) Entering His Sabbath-rest is to rest from his own wearisome and painful (AMP) work (4:10).
4) I think the first 2 points are different from the 3rd since the writer says in verse 9 "there remains, then, and Sabbath-rest for the people of God (4:9). Hm!

I love it, hidden treasures in the Word of God...or else slowing down enough to REALLY read it and soak it in. :) What a great morning. 4AM...

K

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

New Pictures

Hello All,

Our new photos show you how our family is growing. Samuel is such an amazing kid! Ashley and I are always looking at each other in amazement and wondering, "did you see that? when did he start doing that?" Well, today he blew me away. He watched Little Einsteins today (which I am limiting!), and it was so amazing. He is singing the classical music tunes and CONDUCTING MUSIC! One of the characters is a conductor and that's probably where he gets it, but it is totally hilarious and so heartwarming. He does this sawing motion in time with the music he's humming, and he is so proud when we applaud. The best thing is that Alabaster is now clapping as well, so he is doubly proud when she claps for him. :) You'll see in the video where he is "ready for church" that he is just the funniest boy with Bob the Tomato slippers I got at a local consignment sale. He also started saying this week "I love Baby Sit-ter". And he does! He crawls around on the floor with her, and they laugh it up as they collide and crawl! It's so awesome.

She is now very adept at maneuvering the stairs. She heads for the stairs any time your back is turned. She was only able to climb up the stairs, but I taught her to go down the stairs like my mom taught Samuel at the Waxleaf Green house...although I think he picked it up faster...*shrug*

For now, I've got to run. But take a look at the pictures from our friend Tony's visit. I've decided to adopt Tony into our family as Uncle Tony for my side of the family. :) He is totally the same and not the same Tony whom we knew in Huntsville...always challenging my ways of thinking about things. But I have to say that he was definitely sent to us (Ashley and me) from God even now and way back when. I'll never see things in the same way again...I think he would be proud of that. :)

Love,
K

Pearl for the week: Give thanks IN every circumstance, not FOR every circumstance. (1 Thess 5:18)

Friday, October 3, 2008

I Know

Certainly the past 2 years transitioning our lives up to Charlotte have required the greatest step of faith I've ever taken to follow the Lord. When life get's tough, I think everyone takes the opportunity to grasp for the fundamental truths on which they've built their lives. I find sometimes, that the greatest step of faith is not a "step" at all...it is mearly the decision to plant one's feet firmly and resist the temptation to give up on the destiny that God has for our lives. This song by Darrell Evans sums up my experience tonight:

I Know

Though I'm walling through the valley
Of the darkest hour I've known
Lord don't You leave me all alone
When I'm surrounded by the shadows
That seem to feed my fear
I will trust You
Though I may not feel You here

But I know that Your love is unfailing
O I know Your grace is so amazing
O I know even though my faith be shaken
O I still know I’ll never be forsaken
‘Cause You’re always faithful
I know

When my bed has been floating
On the flood of all my tears
Seems as though my joy has disappeared
Still I will not put my hope
In what I feel or see
I will cling to You
And Trust You’re holding me

Cause I know that Your love is unfailing
O I know Your grace is so amazing
O I know even though my faith be shaken
O I still know I’ll never be forsaken
‘Cause You’re always faithful
I know
I worship You
I look to You
I trust You with my life
I worship You
I look to You
Come lift my head up high

Lord I don’t know where I’m walking
But I’ll take it day by day
And I’ll hold Your hand
And You will lead the way

And I know that Your love is unfailing
O I know Your grace is so amazing
O I know even though my faith be shaken
O I still know I’ll never be forsaken
‘Cause You’re always faithful
I know
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Lord, shake everything that can be shaken. All that will remain are those things which are built on the un-movable rock, which is Jesus Christ.